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3:31 PM 6/12/2016

oi, i gotta lot crap i could chat about. i'm sitting here on the couch and the computers on the bath stool and i got me wireless keyboard on my lap. yeah, i've alot to chat about but....but, don't feel like chatting. chatting means thinking. replaying events in mh mind. it is....uncomfortable. what to chat about... how my body is helping me. i could not come the night i took the adderall. my mind kept coming back to sex. was that the same night i put the gillet in my ass, yes, it was, the night before graduation, yeah, i didn't come. i was on the computer, the computer ran out of battery, so i did something else but my mind kept going back to sex. i'm saying my body was rebelling because i don't want to be training myself to seek rewards from sex. I'm trying to de-train myself from that. What other anecdotes would i like to share. oh well,

wayne tackled sammi, not really but knocked him to the ground. he asked sammi for a hand up from the chair and sammi started to help him up but then pushed against him to rock him back in the chair and then he'd partially pull wayne up again. wayne, swept out his leg and knockd sammi to the ground and then pushed himself out of the chair. Then, at El Corporal, my mom engaged Wayne in a religious discussion. She disagreed with him at one point. He said, "This life is only a piece of the eternal life God has granted us. We will live on in the afterlife." And my moms says, "thats where we differ". At four I'm going to start cooking the chicken. Lemon chicken and asparagus. And when am i going to post this blog and delete the original. at least i'm bloggin today, I'm kind of getting the impulse out of me so tommorrow, after I got running with sammi, I'll come to the library and finish the next few steps of the application process. and then apply! I think I'll move the computer to the desk when i boot up blogger and log in, copypaste, and post. it's...i tried to start reading a new book, 'burning down the house', it is fancified in a writing style that's ...snippets but with overly elaborate metaphors. anyway, it was too hard to follow what was going on, I would constantly have to read three paragraphs, then go back two paragraphs and read it again to figure out what the hell they're having this weird dialogue about. I can't just peruse it, that's what it has going against it. City of Ash is a no go as well.

I got Rachel to smoke a little pot. We smoked it inside. I think it helped perk her up. So now I can smoke inside sometimes! YAY! haha. Anywho, she didn't want to drive understandably so I drove to Freddies. We got a duo USB cable because our router stopped working so now we need an extra cable to get internet and tv. also got lemmon pepper because in a mere ten minutes I'm going to begin preparations on LEMON CHICKEN. I'ts so nice I can sit here. Let my body relax. Well, most of my body but my fingers. That's what I really need, the discipline to do that. Because my brain needs to calm down several times a day. I start the day active, oh yeah, I played tennis with Sammi this morning- he took forever to get ready, I woke at 9;20 and figured, uh, i'll head over and see if he wants to go on a run, get a track record of two days going, but i walked rosa around his block, and then i said, let's play tennis. he said, ok. and i said, awesome. and he said, actually..do you want to go running instead. and I said, nope, we are going to play tennis. and we dropped rosa off and picked up a ball and racquets and then walked to the tennis courts. Sammi wasn't digging it much, I mean, he was just walking to get some of the balls he invariably hit into the net..i saw some classmates playing, and i'm a little jealous, i'd like to have that. maybe i can just go on my own to tennis sometimes. thinking of smoking, inside or outside, but I'm going to be starting the lemon chicken soon. Maybe I'll keep a running commentary as I cook the chicken. With the wireless keyboard in the kitchen. That would be funny, right?

does this work from the kitchen? YES! Over here? three fifty nine, p put the dishes in the dishwasher and put the cutting board back on the counter because Mom cleaned the sink yesterday. with soft cscrub and everything. Oh yeah, thats something I could knock of the list. and we should buy some more awesome lemon because thats the clean ... This song came on reallly loound, Little magic.. song is black magic. it is a great song, but rachel is sleeping. is this working oh yeah its working i can see the text moving i thini tyalll let me check.i turned the bolume to 30 for the lsong LImp Bisket instrument l the way, but now its playing 'run the jewels' and rachel is sleeping and they are saying' she wants that dick in her mouth all day'. not just saying it, its the chorus. ishe hasnt complained at all. but i llooked at the recip and its really confusing.  mow Kanyes new song 'low lights' is playing now. i was dancing in front of the window but was feeling al ittle strange so i'll close the curtains. yeah. so i was running back and forth to the music. then walking. running. my fitbit buzzed. i was like, cool, it is good to keep active throughout the day. i was active prior, and i'd gotten about 8 thousand steps and normally, my day would end and i'd be about 9 thousand steps, but today it's not. and i started prepping dinner. gotta cut the chicken into tenders, thats the hardest part. will probably even have to take off my fitbit. but anywho, i thought i'd post this to blogger and then look up that lemon pepper instructions cuz i don't know how much flour to put in the first bowl, maybe a mix of flour and breadcrumbs. see if i can find it. 4:31 PM 6/12/2016