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so i gott ajournal about today. today is friday. i finished my final yesterday. a weight has been lifted off me for sure! because i have been busy. busy. i didnt even sleep much last night.

but what i am most proud of is: 2 AM I still ain't asleep. Yet...YET __ I get to bed, lay on my side, rock around a little, twitch, listen to WW1 podcast, feel the fan, cuddle Rosa, AND I JUST LAY THERE. IJUST LAYED THERE> BUT____BUT ____ I fell asleep!

I woke early. RosaWalk. I went to the GYM.

GYM:

running
volleyball
basketball
bench press

LIBRARY:

I waited outside the library. I patted my thighs. I stopped my feet to rhythm. It echoed nicely.

At library, I didn't want to start resume yet. I didn't want to journal. But I Signed into blogger and I scanned in my journal for March thru May. It was great.

I went to the bathroom but decided I could use it at home. I hurried home. I listened to some music on the couch.

At home, laundry was done.

Took my Zoloft. I've taken it the last four days. It has been working!

Played some B-ball and had Rosa off leash. I swang on the swing until my thighs were tired. I saw James, he'll be moving out at the end of June.

Folded clothes AND THEN, THEN.... I STARTED CLEANING!!!! I cleared the counters! I threw stuff away. I scrubbed the toilet.

In the living room, I picked up the stuff that fell out of the wicker basket. Threw crap away.

Then I collected the textbooks we no longer need. We went to the library and printed off the AMAZON thing. Then we went to UPS store and mailed them. Made eighty bucks.

Home, Rachel had a burrito. I shaved and took a shower.

Career Services, made a Tuesday Resume appointment, mock job interview, at 10 AM.

Then we came back to the library and the second great thing happened:

I COMPLETED MY RESUME.

Then, I came over here to the scanner and scanned. And now I'm journaling.

What have we been watching lately:

Rachel's been binging Archer.
We recently had a month of HBO and binged Game of Thrones and Girls.
Hotel Hell has a new season out.
Inkmaster Revenge is almost finished.
I still have The Office in the background.
Joe Rogan.
Louis Theroux on Joe Rogan.
Louis Theroux: Hypnosis, Swingers, Dementia.

Yeah, so leading up to the last two days...it was brutal. On wednesday I was pretty content with my decreptitude. I watched Louis and Joe crap til late. I've been lounging, getting the desire to space and listen to muzac. So, that gets my head directed toward that stuff whenever people pass in public. So, if i stop, I will be able to control better what I focus on- where my mind is led to.

Oh yeah, we were going to break our lease and move to Ephrata at the start of JULY but, it was a grand to break the lease plus our $400 security deposit would be waved plus they will charge about $500 in maintenance plus we would have to pay for a storage unit plus we would be rushed to clean up and box up all the craptitudes in and all over our flat.

Instead, we are stay til August 31. Then we will move where employment moves us to.

Currently I am looking for a campus job.

I did step one: created an account.

Then I created a resume.

Now i just have 7 or so more pages of the application to do. I think

I think I'll do it later tonight.

Right now it's Jun 10. 3:47 PM

Tomorrow is graduation! HOORAY.

I think to eat afterwards: we can go to Fred Meyer, get some deli stuff, and have a picnic! With my mom and dad and Sue and Wayne and Josh and LeeAnna.

The rest of today: keep smoking- i've had ?5? bowls so far today.

Download music.

Oh, Fred Meyer, get some paper towels and some cash back.

Make Lemon chicken for dinner?

AIght, I'm gonna peace. It's been good daer old e-journal of mine.

ciao.